Being lost can be fun sometimes!

Hello everybody! I’m back again this week with a more interactive introduction to my blog post than usual. If this is the first posts that you’re reading you won’t know that in the last post of every month I include a monthly video. It’s a compilation of little clips I’ve taken throughout the month, and I’ve been doing this now since January.

I am thoroughly enjoying making these videos and it’s so much fun to capture little moments of my month and being able to watch the memories back is so much fun.

In this weeks post I would just like to hear some feedback from those who have been reading my posts and watching my videos for a while now. I’d love to know what you would like to hear me talk about or give my opinion on, or some feedback on my videos.

I am finally coming to terms with my new found freedom now that summer is in full swing and I am so much happier now that I’m home at last. I’ve returned to work at the Village so that I can save some money to spend on my holidays and on the day trips I have planned so far.

Although I haven’t got up to anything extremely interesting so far it has been so lovely to sit back and relax and help around the house. I’ve had the chance to chill out with my favourite people and I’m already making memories for this summer, one of which I am going to talk about today!

On Sunday, myself and a few of my favourite people decided we would go for a leisurely walk in the sun. The walk was lovely and we did have a glorious day but a walk that should’ve taken us 25 minutes ended up being 25 miles. Morale was high(ish), the sun was shining and while being lost I couldn’t help but feel so overwhelmed by the amazing sights of the beautiful country I’m from. Here are some photos I snapped.
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Like I said, it’s almost monthly video time so let me know what you think and any suggestions when it comes to posts. Feel free to message me privately if you don’t want to comment and don’t forget to share this with your friends if you enjoy these posts. Hope you’re all keeping well, speak to you soon.

Lols xx


A little realisation!

So I didn’t write last week because I was at home and had my wonderful boyfriend come to stay with me for a couple of days which was glorious.

The past two visits home have been pretty chaotic. We’ve recently moved house (for the billionth time, we love moving). The house we’ve moved in to needs a complete renovation and while that’s being done I haven’t had a bedroom until this week! My bedroom is brand new now and it’s lush. So that is my big, fat, long winded explanation as to why I haven’t posted!

I was at home for the two weeks of Easter holidays as you know, and then I returned to London for a week before returning home again, for a night out that was arranged in January but turned out to be nothing like we expected! Myself, Shelley and Beth soon found a way to entertain ourselves so in that sense it was a good night. And then my Big Idiot came to Cardiff for a few days and we did some nice things together like, go to Tenby, and spend time with my family.IMG_0450
On Friday then we travelled back to London for no reason really. I didn’t want to go, I don’t have any plans up there, I don’t have any commitments up there (except for friendships of course) and so I decided to come home once again. I’ve come home and already feel so much better, especially after spending most of Saturday morning wrapped around my toilet seat throwing my guts up, lush I know, you’re welcome for the description ;). I’ve since helped my parents with a lot around the house and been for lunch with my Dad. It feels so much better to be home, I don’t feel half as anxious, I don’t feel ill anymore and I feel sort of relaxed.

Freedom is so overwhelming especially when you don’t have anything in particular you want to do with it. It’s something I’ve discovered that a lot of my friends are feeling, and I’m taking my time but I’m slowly coming to terms with it. I’ve spent eight solid months working my butt off and trying to be the best in what I want to do but I’ve been told that I’m allowed to not do anything, I’m allowed to not have any plans, and I’m allowed to relax. So that’s what I’m trying to do. I’m trying to relax and I’m trying to be content with not having a plan. Which if you know me and my habits I hate not having a plan, it’s something that really wears me down so I’m trying my best to be okay with it.

I don’t know how long I’m going to be home for, a good few weeks, as long as I need to be I guess. But I’m okay with that, you all know home is my favourite place, and my friends and family are my favourite people in the entire world so that isn’t a problem!

I’d really love it if you, if there is anyone actually reading this, could give me some suggestions as to what to write about so I don’t go weeks without posting. Also, I’d appreciate it greatly if you give me a little support and (if anyone is actually reading this ;)) give this a like and share it with your friends.

I hope you’re all doing well and I’ll speak to you soon.

Lols xx